Decisions

Life is decisions. One decision after the other, day in, day out. Some more important than other. Sometimes they disguise themselves, making themselves look more important than what they actually are. But what are they really?

They are wonderings. The whole process behind them are wonderings. Of what will be, what’s to come. The possibilities behind the immediate outcome. Sometimes farfetched, sometimes too close minded. But wondering nevertheless.

I wonder all the time. For me I am constantly making one decision or the other. What I’ve come to realise is that making decisions concerning myself I find the hardest. And when I say myself, I mean my wellbeing. I find it nerve wrecking. It sometimes consumes and nearly out right destroys me. To not know where your life is heading, but to step forward anyway. It really comes down to the simple decision of whether you’re going to take that one small step in faith or turn the other way.

It always comes down to that decision.