Time #DecemberWonderings

The amount of time I spend with each important person in my life matters. The amount of time I spend on school work matters. The amount of time I sleep for matters. The amount of time I exercise matters. The amount of time I devote to God matters. Where my time goes matters. What I do, well I don't know. Its as if there are too many demands and I simply cant cope. How can I? Especially when the two main aspects dictate pretty much the whole of your life not leaving room for leeway. I've been told to develop my character, but how can I when I'm constantly being held back from exploring and making my mistakes and learning from them? How can I when I have no experiences? How can I when I haven't been through the nitty and gritty in order to build the strong character people want me to develop? Or maybe they don't actually want me to grow, just elude they do but in actual fact they want me to remain the same, or what they think they perceive, naive. But I don't want that, I want to grow. You can only grow with time, when you allocate yourself, what you want to do with your time.

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