#December Wonderings

It’s that time of year again when it becomes ever so hard to get out of bed… its December!! The winter is finally here and I can now wear all the layers that I want! ;) I’m not sure about you, but when it comes to winter I feel as if my mind wonders more so than usual. Maybe because it’s nearly Christmas and everyone feels the need to remind you that the Christmas holidays are near and you can “relax” as they say. Well for me that’s not the case. I unfortunately have the pleasure (note the sarcasm) of being in my last year of high school and so the week right after the Christmas break are mock weeks. For those not in the British education system, this is a week which imitate the exams which are taken at the end of the school year which are set by exam boards. These weeks are dreaded by most because it tells you whether or not you’ll make it at the end of year and the end of year exams determine whether you go to Uni or not. This is the exact reason why I don’t particularly look forward to the Christmas season, and it’s not like the excessive food excites me much coz I already eat what I want when I want it and the burden of being happy all the time (even when your most definitely not) is such a burden that I don’t want to bear. So this season makes me think, think of my situation, feelings, other people’s feelings and thoughts of the season. Just pretty much everything.

So ive decided to attempt to do a mini-series (thingamajig), where I write my wondering in the month of December. How it turns out, I don’t know, but what I do know is that it’ll be a journey. Hopefully you’ll like it.

Ellah xx